Today, I finally realized that my problem is that I don't have enough humility. In some ways I do, but so often I just tell myself that I can do everything on my own, and that I shouldn't have to ask for help. It's really sad actually, I get really upset during those times when I try to do everything by myself. Then I get more upset, because I don't succeed. It's this never-ending circle of sadness that I just let myself get caught up in. But I have been humbled (no pun intended...is that even a pun?) and I realize that I need to possess a greater spirit of humility. I am human, and as much as I want to be as perfect as my Savior is, I can't do that alone. As much as I need others, I need Him. I need to remember that He is really the only one who knows what I need. He never leaves me -- not even when I'm a jerk. If I can remember that, life will become a lot easier. Maybe I'll start writing notes to remind myself. (The cool thing is that I'm not kidding about that) (I used a lot of parenthesis in this post)
Sundays are the best. A fresh start, a chance to do the things I want to do in the way that I want to. I love my Savior, and I love His gospel.
"That's all I have to say about that."
:)
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